“In an effort to break free from this vicious cycle, I made the decision to enter rehab not once, but twice. The first time was in 2015, a desperate attempt to regain control over my life. However, despite my best efforts, I fell back into old patterns shortly after leaving the facility. It was discouraging, to say the least

I refused to give up, though. I knew that I couldn't allow my mental health to continue dictating my actions. So, in 2020, I found myself back in rehab once again, determined to make a lasting change. This time, I managed to maintain my sobriety for an entire year. It was a small victory, but it gave me hope that maybe, just maybe, I was finally on the right path.

But life has a funny way of testing our resolve. In 2021, a heated argument with my fiancé pushed me over the edge. Overwhelmed by emotions, I made the fateful decision to relapse and then get behind the wheel. The consequences of my actions were devastating. I was involved in a horrific accident, and by some miracle, nobody lost their life. It was a wake-up call that shook me to my core.

As I sat in prison, facing the consequences of my choices, I knew that I had reached a crossroads. Sobriety was no longer just a goal; it had become a matter of life and death. I made a promise to myself that day, a promise to take sobriety seriously and to do the necessary work to change my life for the better.

And so, I began the arduous process of rebuilding myself from the ground up. Intensive therapy became my lifeline. I delved deep into the underlying issues that had fueled my addiction, confronting my demons head-on. It was painful and exhausting, but it was necessary.

Today, I can confidently say that I am the happiest I have been in fifteen long years. I owe my newfound joy to my unwavering commitment to a multi-faceted approach to sobriety. I have found solace in the twelve-step program, drawing strength from the support and camaraderie of others who have walked a similar path. But I have also discovered the healing power of nature, embracing outdoor-based sobriety as a way to connect with the world around me and find serenity within myself.

I am grateful beyond words for the second chance I have been given. It is a gift that I will never take for granted. Every day, I wake up with a renewed sense of purpose, eager to embrace the opportunities that lie ahead. My sober story is still being written, one day at a time, and I am determined to make it a tale of triumph and resilience.”

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